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Deformed

by Traum Jesters

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1.
Say «hello» to my «goodbyes» I'm going to leave your realm Brick by brick, your tower falls As I approach the exit doors My limbs have been crippled I'll crawl away from you I won't stay (anyway) Walls of lies, pantomime Just a slice of paradise Your house is the womb of a worm and I'm just your ugly child My limbs have been crippled I'll crawl away from you I won't stay (anyway) Nowhere to stay, nowhere to go
2.
Bum-bum woman in a college uniform Smoking like a factory Dancing like a stripper Oh, how I want to be a part of all your twisted thoughts Such a distortion (such a distortion) Y u so pretty? I was born in a wasteland from a sad girl's shattered dreams and I grew ugly as hunger ravens pecking at my skin Destiny just made us meet Isn’t that so sweet? I'll eat you baby (then I’ll spit you baby) Y u so pretty? (it's such a pity) I'll cut deep until you're like me Baby-doll freak Nobody ever taught me how to treat a bitch I'll learn as we play Your turn to see red, what do you say? Y u so pretty? (such a pretty face)
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4.
Miss Shapen 04:00
Open up your mouth Let your life out Spread your legs apart Fat will flow down Passive aggressive Another day goes by you don't attract me and I don't want to try Miss Shapen Not sacred empty grave and deformed I judge your trauma just boring drama Call your mama before you rot It's not interesting and it's not worthy and you're the evidence there's no way left for me Miss Shapen Not sacred empty grave and deformed I used to be whole And now I’m just a whore And you're the evidence that everything is such a bore Miss Shapen Not sacred empty grave and deformed
5.
Tug your soul, genderless, Something unseen, crawling down below the Cold and endless tunnel Down and down, you can’t see the sky Down and down, skin is getting white Down in the cave we all look the same Millions of creeps digging their graves Just tunnel runners High is not better, away is not better Outside is not better, above is not better Nobody has a face here but they still look sad Nothing is gonna change, nothing is gonna change.. Down and down we go! Down and down we go! Down and down we go!
6.
T-t-try to stop our spasms See, we c-c-cannot quit You t-t-taught us to be weak We're just c-c-convulsing kids walking down your streets crowding in little cribs surviving and starving just for the fun of it Life is our shit We're convulsing kids When we are dead tired We fall asleep Our bodies stop Close to peace, finally D-d-dancing for anxiety all d-d-day and night The world you b-b-built for us is t-t-totally out of mind But ask us if we like it we'll just say «no» You made us unable To create one of our own Life is our shit We're convulsing kids
7.
No 03:58
First time is unacceptable then it slips under your skin before you can realize you're addicted to it Say it again, please Say it again Fulfilment is so disappointing No Just make a request and have your daily dose Society belongs to those who scream it louder (scream it louder) Say it again, please Say it again Fulfilment is so disappointing No Trained to wicked behaviour (growing up like Satan) Kept so separated We are too many now (and we feel so down) we are too many now Not all of us will be allowed (kings without crowns) to have a real life (fuck your real life!) Will we have the right? (you should just die) Will we have the right? (no, no, no, no, no)
8.
No angel came to save me When I was down and out of hope No god talked to my soul When I was losing it all I don’t need salvation I learned how to stand on my goddamn own feet Waiting for the last bullet to crush my head I don’t need salvation Nobody came to help me When I was left for dead and alone Somebody told me what to do when I couldn't even move I don’t need salvation I learned how to stand on my goddamn own feet and surviving damnation became a reason to live Stab me in the back I like to see me bleeding Hang me to a tree Until I can't breathe Push me in the mud I'll keep rising up Try to kill me, whatever You can't stop me now I don’t need salvation
9.
Ah, the streets Look, the rats You're the hunchback dressed in black waiting for happy endings Don't you know they're not for you? Despair, give up hope No chance on this Earth you've been deformed Naïve hunchback, you’re alone Seek revenge if you want joy Leave romance to beautiful boys All that kissing all that heat is not for you you're doom's bitch black suits you well and anger too embrace madness your peace is gloom life is not for you life is not for you life is not for you life is not for you
10.
I'm Sorry 03:28
for this body I wasted for the lies I have told for abandoning god for my lack of trust for fighting my saviours for helping my enemies for the strength I destroyed for being deformed for laughing and smiling for crying and hiding for dancing with darkness for playing with death for silence I broke for taking life as a joke for doing things my way for being out of place for being different and nothing more than me I'm sorry, I swear life is hard to understand

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released September 21, 2015

Personnel:

Claudio Saracino: Vocals and lyrics
Pierpaolo Lucchesi: Guitars, synth, programming, backing vocals
Eugenio Zazzara: Bass

Mixed and mastered by Marco Federico at Sound Awake Studio, Rome - Italy

Photography by Marzia Braulin
Model: Valentina Sussi aka Nika Herzog

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Contact: traumjesters2014@gmail.com

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Traum Jesters is an electro-industrial & dark-wave three-piece band from Rome and London.

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